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    Friday, May 16th, 2008
    11:38 am
    Tear the promise from my heart, Tear my heart Today. You have found another, baby I must go away
    4'th row, direct line of sight to stage, Tom Waits, July 2'nd. Holy Fuck! I get to see my idol a second time and in my hometown. I could not be more thrilled! I am now prepared for the most exciting moment of my life, a second time around. That's right, be jealous.
    Thursday, July 20th, 2006
    12:24 am
    Jesus Christ, this God-damn rain, will someone put me on a train
    Aug 4'th. Memphis, TN. Marcus and I will be in the graces of Tom Waits as he plays his sweet lulabys for our virgin ears. Acutually it's a concert, but holy shit...I get to see Tom Waits in concert, I will be able to die happy after that...and if I get to go to graceland
    Monday, June 12th, 2006
    1:03 am
    I don't care if I fuck up, cause I'm goin on a date with a rich white lady, aint life great
    I'm back in Mobile now, for months upon months, until spring semester probably. I don't know how I feel about this, I'm a little scared of my mom, which is understandable if you know her, maybe I'll try and not live at my house, but probably not...And I'm bored as fuck, my room has been transformed into a nicely painted guest room with many antiques and such. I'm scared to touch anything, it all breaks in my hands. But anyway, fuck off
    Friday, May 19th, 2006
    12:47 am
    Now that your gone, it's nothing but hotels and whisky and sad-luck dames.
    I feel bad...Not sickly bad, but I feel like a bad person lately. But maybe I am, maybe I've hid behind this pretention of being a good guy so long that now I don't realize that I've turned into a worthless son of a bitch. I feel like I owe some people an apology, for pretending to be something I'm not, for leading them on, and other shite like that (Candace, I've especially been a piece of shit to you). I'm sorry for things like this, but honestly I'm probably not going to change. Maybe I just need to stay away from people. If I stay around the people that already know me then maybe I won't have to feel like an asshole anymore, they expect it from me more or less now. Fuck it, this'll all work out, everything does, I guess....
    Monday, May 15th, 2006
    3:42 pm
    So sick and tired of all these pictures of me. Completely wrong, totally wrong
    I'm technically homeless right now. But it's cool cause I've already become a new room-mate at Lana's apartment along with Nicole. It's cool as shit, and quite free. There is much partying and general weirdness here so far, much of it attributed to alcohol, too bad I"m asleep for most of it, working all the time sucks, I'm tired as shit all the time now. I can't keep my many Bitches satisfied when I'm too exhausted to pleasure them...Wait...That's a lie...I got choked and slammed to the ground for telling Obi he was a nigger and to pick my field. I think I was joking, I was drunk, but that was way over-reacting, not cool sir, I need oxygen. I barely escaped suspension this semester my GPA is at 1.5 and if it had been any lower I would be suspended right now. I'm prob goin to south for a semester, boo, then coming back here, but I won't be back in Mobile until August probably. So until then....ummm....I got nothin
    Monday, March 20th, 2006
    11:26 pm
    What Crickets see is between you and me. What Scarecrows think, will turn your eyeballs pink.
    haha...shit...ha

    p.s. I'm fuckin sick again, I loathe my organs.
    Sunday, March 5th, 2006
    1:06 pm
    It's not right for young lungs to be coughing up blood
    I'm heading to Mobile this coming up weekend to get some money to pay the ticket. Thanks to the divine intervention of Marcus, that's right, divine. So if you want to see me, yous best get in touch and such. There will be many classical french plays being performed, cause that's how we roll... or something. I'm leaving.
    Friday, February 24th, 2006
    3:51 am
    I just wanna know what his blood tasted like. Was it like sugar or vinegar or whiskey or dirt?
    My car got towed yesterday and I had to pay $60 to get it out. The 60 came from the money I was gonna pay my speeding ticket with, which is due March-16, so now I don't have the money for that. Pretty soon I may have a warrant out for my arrest in Alabama. I'm a total outlaw, Reynolds style.
    Sunday, February 19th, 2006
    11:25 pm
    I hope you know a strong man that can lend you a hand lowering my casket
    I think I want to move to California and make music with Rick Rubin, we'll record the album in a haunted house and have all sorts of spooky adventures. Mid-terms are coming up, that was fucking crazy-fast-yo. I feel ambitious but I don't wana do shit. I get all these ideas of great things I want to acomplish and then I get stoned and decide it would take too much effort. If I went to a random bar and got in a random fight would it make me more of a man? Let's hope so, cause that's what I'm doin. Nah, fuck it, too much effort. I'll just watch my White Stripes DVD once again. I watch this shit way too much, but it's simply far too good. I also need a job of sorts. Does anyone pay for Keano Reeves impersonators? I couldn't pull it off anyway, Fuck Keano, I'm too good for this shit. I'm silly...and precious.
    Wednesday, February 15th, 2006
    3:30 am
    The searchlights find us drinking by the mausoleum door and they found you on the bathroom floor
    I spent 3 hellish days and nights trapped in my room with nothing but Nickelodeon, Loratabs, shitty soup, and Strep throat. It hurt so bad to swallow it almost made me want to vomit, which made it hard to take the medicine or the pain killers. And the pain killers made almost no difference except to leave me constantly drowsy to where every day sort of mixed into each other and the only way I can really recall any specific event during this time is if I recall what was on TV. I had to edure this all with the worst pain that has ever plauged my throat. God is very cruel and unreasonable, I don't think I deserved that...maybe I did, fuck it. I'm slowly getting better, I don't sound quite so pathetic when I try and speak
    I finally moved for the first time and got out of my room today, I forgot it was Valentines day. I've never felt quite so pathetic or lonely as going to a packed grocery store where there's random couples or just people buying flowers, candy, and/or wine; and I step in line with a half-gallon of chocalate milk and a bottle of Tylenol, I felt that it was my ultimate "fuck you" to V-day. I don't need your love shit, I got my chocalate milk and my tylenol. Then in line at Moe's some stupid prepy girls behind me kept talking about how it was the best valentines day they had ever had. I wanted to turn around and strangle them, or at least scream at em to shut the fuck up in my awkward barely-recovered strep throat voice, it surely would've been amusing.
    On a good note, Nicole's in town, she bought me Elizabethtown which is unbearably sweet of her, so I bought her a box of Rice Krispies Treats cause I know what she loves... Anyway, that's my V-day shennanigans
    Tuesday, January 31st, 2006
    7:36 pm
    Now I've got one last question, was it all that wrong?
    Fuck shit. School sucks. I got fired within 5 minuites from a delivery job, I suck and rock at the same time. I watched Casablanca last night and started tearing up once Bogart said "We'll always have Paris" I'm such a woman. I'm gonna get drunk and study, I hate everything and everyone. Maybe not. No, I do, Fuck you and what you stand for. I'll be better after this week, once shit calms down, maybe. <3 Cole-bert
    Friday, January 20th, 2006
    11:49 am
    There's no room in this hell, no room in the next. Our memories defeat us, and I'll end this direst
    I feel like I'm wasting my college experiance at times. Last Friday all I did all night was watch 9 hours of Degrassi and get high, mother-fucking But having my own room kicks too much ass. I would never leave if I didn't have to. I hung out and got drunk with Cleo and Brandon last night. We played Soul Calibur and Mario Kart, then we went to wal-mart to get the fixins for chili cheese fries, then we made chili cheese fries and played Donkey Konga, then we smoked and watched the Princess Bride or half of it before they wents to beds. So....YAY! Now I'm getting drunk and about to go meet with my academic advisor, ha, take that system.
    Wednesday, January 11th, 2006
    10:28 pm
    Take to the highway with this trunk of amunition too, I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets
    I got my own room now at my dorms, it's fuckin sweet. No more asshole roomate threatening to beat my ass if I come in past 12 on weekdays (long story). Now I can throw all sorts of crazy slumber parties with chips and dip and strippers and cocaine and crazzzzy hats. Allison and I made plans to one night get drunk and beat kingdom hearts in one sitting. It'll be the ultimate dork core night. Class's started and that sucks. But Obi is gonna get the notes to our Bio class which means we can skip all the class's and only have to go to the labs on wendsdays. I'm making crazy techno type music on Obi's computer. Get ready for another Smitts album (that means you Marcus, cause your prob the only one that'll care). Interview with a vampire is wonderful, but there's still a chunk of 30 min's in the middle that I keep falling asleep during (right after Pitt and Dunst burn Cruise) for some reason that scene makes me sleepy. I'm going to listen to the Elizabethtown soundtrack and cry myself to sleep. <3 Cole
    Sunday, November 13th, 2005
    6:04 pm
    We're hanging out with corpses, and driving in this hearse, And someone save my soul tonight
    I fucked up my elbow during drunken funness, but I got pain killers now so its' all cool. Allison informed me (since I can't remember a good chunk of last night) that I pee'd off her balcony and puked black tar-looking puke into her toilet, then proceeded to pass out on the bathroom floor...Yay for me! Clairen also told me that I was an ass to her on the phone and I woke up at Obi's house which is not where I should've been, so I probably shouldn't get that beligerantly drunk for a while. Everyone in the world has a crush on Nicole. You know it's on, it's on mother fucker, with that cocaine...ok bye <3 Cole
    Sunday, November 6th, 2005
    4:20 pm
    I miss you so far, and the collison of your kiss that made it so hard
    Thank you Mobile, I had a lovely time; I'll always know where my true friends are (look at how sensative I am)...But seriously, I love you all, stay beautiful, I'll be back soon
    Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
    1:54 am
    I wana be forgotten and I don't wana be reminded you say please dont make this harder no I won't yet
    I'm Mobile-bound this weekend. All you fuck-niggers better call me, or I'll prob end up calling you, whichever way. I toatally get to see XBXRX, this makes my pants intensely tight with excitment and revenge....well, not revenge, but something resembling it....Anyway, enough bullshite....Yeah, cock-ass
    Tuesday, October 25th, 2005
    2:07 am
    Cease to resist, giving my goodbyes, drive my car into the ocean
    I hate everything and everyone right now
    Life isn't worth living
    Please kill me...No really, kill me.
    Monday, October 10th, 2005
    3:10 pm
    Give me all your poisens, give me all your pills, give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill
    I hate school. Fuck all this essay bullshit. I've got 2 nasty ciggerette burns on my arm and a small one on my chest, from the underwear party. What the fuck is wrong with me? I watched a guy bludgeon himself on a drumset. LaDouche kicks almost too much ass. I want my epitath to say "FUCK-SHIT-CUNT." Let's all go drink cyanide together and dance the dance of life. Who's with me?

    Current Mood: discontent
    Friday, September 30th, 2005
    10:06 am
    Glory days don't mean shit to me....The world owes me so fuck you
    ugh, fucking craziness, fucking drama, fucking fuckity fuck fuck....................I MUST PLAY KATAMARI DAMISHI (sp?) II!
    Monday, September 19th, 2005
    3:59 pm
    Must be a devil between us or whores in my head, whores at the door, whore in my bed
    Ughhhh...I'm fuckin sick.
    Visited Mobile this past weekend; it was kind of miserable but that's just cause I was stressin out over trying to see everyone and I ended up not seeing some people as much as I would've wanted to, but next time I won't stress out over seein everyone. I'll see you if I see you and if I don't then it's your fault for not keepin in touch mother-fucker. Sorry if I seemed a bit pissed, for anyone that saw me, but it was not your fault, it was stupid poop heads that make me weep into my pillow.
    Anyway, I skipped class today due to the sick factor and now I have to write a report but my throat hurts and I want to do nothing more than pass out for another 7 or 8 hours. Fuck this, I hate school, I'm gonna breed leeches to infest the campus....Probably not
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